明天就是我最後一天看到他了。我真的好難過。我不知道該如何是好。他完全不知道我喜歡他，我也不知道他是否喜歡我（答案應該是否定）。明天過後我要怎麼辦？我已經完全無法思考。我無法相信明天將是我們最後一天一起工作。要是這個寒假能夠重來，那該有多好？
我今天早上寫不知道為什麼喜歡他，然後提到美醜這件事，可是其實他一點都不醜。今天我強烈地被他吸引，可是他可能對我一點感覺也沒有吧！我也常常對他假裝視而不見。我好想哭。他今天遇到一個他認識的韓國女生，開心的跟她說話時，我的心也像死了一樣。可是，我能做什麼呢？我什麼也不能做。
I'm going to write in English for a few moments here. I don't know, maybe I am hoping that he'll read this some day? It's more likely that he finds this if I write in English now, since he doesn't speak Chinese (but actually, I probably don't want him to read this...). Well, all I want to say is: K, I really like you. I have a huge crush on you right now, and I have fallen completely head over heels for you. I don't know why, but I am incredibly attracted to you. It's been a really long time since I have felt this strongly toward someone, and I am really, really sad that tomorrow is going to be the last day that we work together. Did you know? I have started watching Korean dramas because of you. I normally only watch Japanese dramas. I have even started learning Korean alphabet because of you. I feel like I am obsessed, but I don't allow myself to show even one trace of my obsession. I wish I could let you know my feelings, but I can't because we can never be together. Actually I feel shy from even thinking about that possibility. There is just no way. Why?... Because there are too many differences between us. But how I wish I could just get to know you a little bit better. How I wish I could work with you for a little bit longer! Your smile makes me so happy. Whenever we are working together, I feel so happy. And when we are not working together, I feel like there is something missing, and I feel sad. But you have no idea... because I hide all my feelings from you. I decided to do this for many reasons, but mainly it's because: even if I let you know that I like you, it will not lead anywhere. But, I don't know what to do now because I like you too much, and it's a little hard for my rational side to take control. What should I do?
경훈 좋아해요 :(
我今天早上寫不知道為什麼喜歡他，然後提到美醜這件事，可是其實他一點都不醜。今天我強烈地被他吸引，可是他可能對我一點感覺也沒有吧！我也常常對他假裝視而不見。我好想哭。他今天遇到一個他認識的韓國女生，開心的跟她說話時，我的心也像死了一樣。可是，我能做什麼呢？我什麼也不能做。
I'm going to write in English for a few moments here. I don't know, maybe I am hoping that he'll read this some day? It's more likely that he finds this if I write in English now, since he doesn't speak Chinese (but actually, I probably don't want him to read this...). Well, all I want to say is: K, I really like you. I have a huge crush on you right now, and I have fallen completely head over heels for you. I don't know why, but I am incredibly attracted to you. It's been a really long time since I have felt this strongly toward someone, and I am really, really sad that tomorrow is going to be the last day that we work together. Did you know? I have started watching Korean dramas because of you. I normally only watch Japanese dramas. I have even started learning Korean alphabet because of you. I feel like I am obsessed, but I don't allow myself to show even one trace of my obsession. I wish I could let you know my feelings, but I can't because we can never be together. Actually I feel shy from even thinking about that possibility. There is just no way. Why?... Because there are too many differences between us. But how I wish I could just get to know you a little bit better. How I wish I could work with you for a little bit longer! Your smile makes me so happy. Whenever we are working together, I feel so happy. And when we are not working together, I feel like there is something missing, and I feel sad. But you have no idea... because I hide all my feelings from you. I decided to do this for many reasons, but mainly it's because: even if I let you know that I like you, it will not lead anywhere. But, I don't know what to do now because I like you too much, and it's a little hard for my rational side to take control. What should I do?
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